The thing about my life is I have learnt how to become UNSTUCK on many levels. Health, wealth, career, relationships and passion. I am all about aiming for forward momentum each day and then lately suddenly I was not…. I could not be in this state as much as I tried. My health took a turn last year – resistance on all sides. My feet became lead and excruciatingly sore and my body became heavy metaphysically and with added weight, my metabolism slowed down, my anxiety levels increased, my fears expanded and my emotions were all over the place, I had no willpower and everything was an effort, even smiling started being irritating. I had become stuck AGAIN!
Getting up in the morning became an effort and although I found joy in my day working with people, other aspects of my work life depleted me to the core. I had to make money you see. I had to bring my part to the family coffers, it was heavy, draggy, painful and I felt like I was in chains. I was free but not free as an ex-corporate executive choosing my own path and yet was living from one month to the next no real idea of where I was going, I just knew I had to chase the money.
Over the last 3 months EVERYTHING has been pointing me to a new way of being. Guides, dreams, people entering my life, messages via others. I need to NOT initiate any grand new ideas, I need to sit and BE, find my resolve and my roots, wait till it all clicks into place. All the signs show me I don’t need to do anything EXCEPT to start following my passions and the rest would come. SCARY!
So taking a leap of faith completely I decided to follow my passion of creating things out of nothing. Songs, poems, paintings, anything really. I focused on art because this is something I have never allowed myself … too “playful” for a business person, too much of a waste of time when I could be spending it on income generation right? I could not even draw a stick figure up until 3 months ago. One day casually I was walking past the gallery in Harbour Bay Shopping Centre and saw that classes were being offered by Marc Alexander and I thought ….well if I am going to do classes it may as well be with one of the best.
I still found myself trying to justify the spend. Thank goodness I have my other beautiful half as my support team. He pushed me over the edge to committing otherwise I would have still been stuck … in mud… not moving. From the first lesson I became liberated. So many emotions of not feeling good enough, comparing my first attempt to everyone elses and feeling like a complete failure and fraud which by class 3 had me moving to I CAN DO THIS!!!! And so it began – stepping into my passion filled life feeling LESS stuck. Self limiting beliefs busted, glass ceilings shattered. So for those who have not been with me, on the journey as I loved sharing it with my special people, here is my first art piece.
So as I become unstuck again in this my millionth cycle of stuckness, I realise that I am actually the teacher of this to others who are stuck who all need some clues and and a plan of action as to how to become unstuck. This is evidenced in my practise where I help so many people become unstuck. Women 35+ who just need to step into their power, moms who are depleted from just being moms and forgetting who they really are, men and women suffering from anxiety because they do not know which path to take about their health, happiness and finding that optimal way of being. So as the teacher learns she teaches and shares … thats me, the more I learn the more I have to give. I can only teach what I know right? I have done it all and accumulated SO many physical, metaphysical and spiritual tools its insane! Chat to me if you are stuck. I have helped so many and even though I still get stuck I have the tools to work with your stuckness. I am a channel for unstucking people!!Ironically all my next artworks lined up are all about movement. Start today, start here, all it takes is one step in the direction of your passions and the universe will take 10,000 steps towards you.